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FRIENDS ONLY [03 Aug 2004|10:23pm]
[ mood | tired ]



If you don't want to hear about Jrock (like Mana, Malice Mizer, Kozi, Gackt, Dir en Grey, Pierrot, etc...), if you don't want to hear about Animes, Video Games, or Christianity, or God, or hard depressive angst, or really mushy love stories.. then this journal is not the journal for you.

Te Amo Patrick
Love and Peacea
Destinie

10 Dreamers | Dream)

*ahem* May I Have Everyone's Attention [03 Aug 2004|09:18pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I seriously don't care who is reading this. I don't care what you think about me. But I do care about what you are doing to my parents. This journal is MINE. I have the right to write whatever I feel. I have just been trusting enough to keep it public because I like people to know the REAL me. I suffer I hurt I rant I rave. These are normal human functions. Yes, I have problems. I hate to bust your bubble but guess what!? My parents already know and knew long before anyone else did. So don't you feel stupid for wasteing your breath to ANONYMOUSLY mail or email my father to tell him there is something wrong with me? I personally find it very immature of you, whoever you are. Another things to bust your bubble. It's not going to make my dad leave the church. The majority rules and the majority want him to stay. Oh! And guess what! The majority of the people I know LOVE ME! WOW! But for the sake of my dad's sanity... I am making this journal friend's only. If you do not read my journal and really and truly do not consider me a friend of yours and are only using this journal to either seek revenge on me or anyone else in my family I expect you to speak openly about this problem to me either through NON-ANONYMOUS email, by phone call, or in person. Whichever is more convenient for you.

God commands...

That if someone hurts or offends you, GO AND TELL THEM! We are to work it out between each other. If that doesn't work bring a witness or two and try again. Thirdly, bring it before the church. And lastly, wipe your hands and feet of the person and go your merry way. Just forget about it because if they have a problem still they are only hurting themselves and you can go on and live a happy joyful life.

Going behind my back with something you have a problem with pertaining to me is very unchristianlike. I am human. I make mistakes. NO ONE IS PERFECT! For ALL, that means you, have come short of the glory of God. Do you want me to find out who you are and point out every mistake YOU have ever made? But go behind your back about it!? Hmmm? I think not. And I wouldn't do it either. Because I don't want anyone doing it to me.

I take up my problems that I have with my parents WITH my parents. And they usually get solved. STOP DIGGING IN MY PAST! Keyword... it's the past... LEAVE IT ALONE! IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE BURIED! STOP BEING A GRAVE ROBBER!

Whatever I do that is wrong is between me and God. You are not my judge. You have no right to judge me. We are all humans and on the same level whether you like it or not. Only God can judge us because he is above all that we could ever be. GOD IS NOT A HUMAN! HE IS GOD! He has the right to judge. We can judge animals because we are a higher power. But we cannot judge each other.

Whether you are Christian or not... I'm sure all the principles I have touched on can related to other beliefs as well.

If I have left anything out.. it will probably be eventually added. But as of now this journal is in the process of becoming FRIENDS ONLY.

~~Destinie

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Watch Out For That Deer! [24 Jul 2004|08:53pm]
[ mood | okay ]

*stretches* Let's see.... what have I done today... I got up... ate a nasty breakfast... got sick... then I did chores. I actually got all that done in an hour. Considering I had to take the dog out, feed the animals, brush Spica, clean up Spica's paper, take out the litter, etc.

Then I exercised and got a nice long shower which felt awesome.

I got online and talked to Patrick, Ren, and Mina for a while. I'm happy cause I get to see my sexy Patrick tomorrow. XD Dad came home later though so I had to get offline to avoid arguement. He's a strange man.

So I played Final Fantasy til about 4 o'clock and then laid back and read for about an hour. After that me and the dog went out for about a thirty minute walk. And nearly got trampled by a deer in the process.

When the folks came back from visiting we went to eat at my old place of occupation. I had deviled crab, apple sticks, and apple sauce. How appetizing...

Now I'm home and chatting with Alex and Mary.

What a boring life I lead....

Te Amo Patrick
Love and Peacea
Destinie

7 Dreamers | Dream)

La La BORED La La [23 Jul 2004|09:35pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I am so freakin board and frustrated. x_x I've been playing video games all day to kill my boredom... and it's just too hot in this house... mom and dad went to Broadway today. I should have went with them. *le sigh* Oh well... maybe next time I'll use my brain. Back to playing video games...

Te Amo Patrick
Love and Peacea
Destinie

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Garbage Rocks! [23 Jul 2004|10:47am]
[ mood | hot ]


Which Rock Chick Are You?


Te Amo Patrick
Love and Peacea
Destinie

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To Die For! [22 Jul 2004|10:31pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I would kill to see this man in Concert *drool*Collapse )

Te Amo Patrick
Love and Peacea
Destinie

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Cosplay.. I did better than last time [22 Jul 2004|09:46pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Lookie!Collapse )

Te Amo Patrick
Love and Peacea
Destinie

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And I Burn In The Rays Of The Sun [22 Jul 2004|08:51pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Today has been... a little nerve wrecking....

The morning got started off pretty good... until life realization hit me and I remembered everything that is going wrong... our money is very low.. we are financially unstable... it's $50 for 15 of my pills and I take three of them a day... so $50 for FIVE days... -_-

I'm seriously praying hard for one of these jobs to go through...

Because of money issues... dad has the air coniditioner nearly turned off.. he only turns it on high at night while we are sleeping and then keeps it off during the day... the house feels like a furnance even with my fan on...

ECU contacted us today and they have me enrolled for the Fall Semester... but I'm tagged... because they lost my withdrawal papers... -_- I HAVE A COPY TO PROVE IT!!! WANNA SEE!? I don't go back til January you turds!

But it's okay... we got that fixed... trying to charge my parents for a semester I won't be there... the nerve... grrr...

Otherwise today.. boredom swamped me so I played with the dog.. did my worksheet for the psychologist... read... played Final Fantasy Classic... and dressed up like Mana and even took some webcam pictures of how horrible I looked and I will probably post them for you to laugh at in my next entry...

Te Amo Patrick
Love and Peacea
Destinie

7 Dreamers | Dream)

Week With Patrick + Jobs [21 Jul 2004|08:33pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Well, I'm back from being with Patrick. Oh it was so good to see him. It was like a breath of fresh air. I was actually a little bit in shock when I saw him. It was like I was dreaming.

I've been with him all this past week and I came home Monday night. I tried to post yesterday but a storm prevented me from doing so. I do not want another fried phone line.

Wednesday we spent all day at his house and hung out at Steven's house for a little bit talking about video games and what not. There is this horrible game by Square Enix that made me want to cry... to have made Final Fantasy and then this.. is just a shame... It's name is not worthy of being mentioned.

Thursday we went to Shackleford Island. That was a long walk to get to where we set up camp. Felt like three miles. We swam for a while and the waves kept crashing into each other... that was freaky. I got scared when I got caught between two of them. I've now officially gone skinny dipping and I got to see a harem of wild horses before I went to sleep that night. We took pictures... that place is beautiful.

Friday morning I found a conch shell and we walked back to the ferry. I nearly stepped on a sting ray and Patrick got nibbled on by a dozen or more little fishes. XD *giggles* We took more pictures and then we left back for his house where we showered up and met with Steven at his house. Then we rode a long long ways to Raliegh where we stayed the night at a friend of Steven's apartment and played some form of poker that I can't remember the name of and threw the poker chips at each other.

Saturday we woke up early in the morning and made it to Carowinds by opening time. WEEEE!!! My first roller coaster was... Top Gun ... that ride had me in pure shock when I got off. Patrick, Steven, and the guy operating the ride just looked at me and busted out laughing. *pouts* But it certainly broke me in. And I will never ride.. The Borg ever again... I had a panic attack and cried the whole ride... Patrick won me a Marvin the Martian.. we got ice cream.. rode more rides.. got soaking wet... laughed a lot.. took pictures... and just had an awesome time before we went to the hotel and we all passed out for the night.

Sunday we made the ride back to Newport... this was a lazy laid back day filled with lots of sleeping, video games, and cuddling.. ^_^

Monday I had to come back home.. =( But that has pretty much been my week.

Tuesday... I spent getting readjusted...

And today... I put in job applications at five places... let's pray and see what happens

Te Amo Patrick
Love and Peacea
Destinie

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I'm Off!! [13 Jul 2004|06:24pm]
[ mood | good ]

Well, I love you guys! I'll be back Monday! I'm off for a week with my love! *hugs and kisses to everyone*

Te Amo Patrick
Love and Peacea
Destinie

6 Dreamers | Dream)

EXCITED!!!! [12 Jul 2004|10:46pm]
[ mood | creative ]

*squeals* I am so excited! I get to see Patrick tomorrow! *jumps up and down, squeals, and dances*

Today has been a pretty good darn day. I'm slowly building my EGL clothing collection. Mom thinks it's cute but strange. I told her I love it. It boosts my confidence in myself and makes me feel adorable. I found a gorgeous little skirt in Wal-Mart today and bought it along with a pair of fishnet thigh highs. ^_^ I love Wal-Mart. ^_^ I discovered I have a hidden Mana outfit in my closet! O_O Meso excited. I officially have like four EGL outfits now. REN HURRY UP IMA BEAT YA! XD

I feel adorable ^_^

I'm about to start packing ^_^

I hung out with Tracy today. We went to Wilmington and played around in Pet Smart. Then came home and updated each other on our lives. I realized I've changed a lot... well... not changed.. just opened up more. I'm becoming more bold. I used to be ashamed of my interests because no one else seemed to have them. Then I started meeting others like me and it's opened me up a little. So I don't feel AS strange anymore.

Tracy hasn't been to my house in a year... this was strange. But I was glad to have her over and eat pickles and popcorn. ^_^

Te Amo Patrick
Love and Peacea
Destinie

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Boredom [11 Jul 2004|08:37pm]
[ mood | bored ]

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Blahness... [11 Jul 2004|08:19pm]
[ mood | sore ]

I feel bad. I didn't go to church this morning. I just couldn't get moving. I suppose we all have our days like that. Being "sick" doesn't help matters. I hate this time... BLAGH! I hope it doesn't screw up my plans for next week. I have this fear of being in the ocean to begin with because I have a fear of sharks... so me.. swimming in the ocean... right now.. like this... the thought isn't pleasing.. =P

I've been playing Final Fantasy One mostly today and listening to Gackt's "Crescent" CD. I really like this album.

I got to feeling sick when I ate... I've felt tired and worn all day... and my neck and shoulders are killing me..

I see Patrick in Two more days....

Te Amo Patrick
Love and Peacea
Destinie

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*blushes* [10 Jul 2004|04:37pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Yeah, so... my computer is now repaired... *blush blush* My phone line got fried when we had a bad thunder storm and it has just now been fixed. But I wouldn't have been able to write till now anyways though. I was at camp counseling kids all last week and all this week I have been in Smithfield at my brother's house. And all next week starting Tuesday I will be with Patrick. ^_^

Let's see... where to begin... Camp was great. I had a cabin with 16 little girls who followed me nearly everywhere I went. Some told me I was their mommy away from home and some said I was the big sister they'd never had. It was adorable. They usually kept me up till 12 or 1 in the morning playing disco with flashlights. I had one girl trying to kill the boys with a Maglite. A 12 year old boy had a huge crush on me. Got tackled nightly when I was trying to sleep... -_- Two of the girls in my cabin accepted the Lord. We had the best skit this year and the most involved campers. We also had the most injured and so got the Boo Boo Bunny award for the girls. *giggles* I worked the canteen, helped with the banquet, served food, gave music lessons to the soloists this year, and did many other things. I also made new friends and got reacquainted with old friends. It was tons of fun and worth all the wear, tear, and sweat. ^_^

And this week I spent with my brother and his wife. I got new manga ^_^ I have..

-- Escaflowne #1
-- Hellsing #2
-- Petshop of Horrors #1

Meeza happy camper. ^_^ I want Trigun but I'm having trouble finding it. -_-

While I was with Cat and Troy we just watched movies, went out to eat, house watched, and just hung out and enjoyed each others company. I almost had a new cat but mom didn't want me to bring home another animal. =( And she was such a pretty little thing.

But now I am home and counting down the days till when I get to see my sexy Patrick.

But I am a little ill that I started my you-know-what this morning. -_-

LOVE YA ALL!!!

Te Amo Patrick
Love and Peacea
Destinie

7 Dreamers | Dream)

*squeals* [23 Jun 2004|07:30pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Thanks Vai! The background and icons are gorgeous. I lovers them! XD Hey everyone come look and say what you think!

I am tired. Worn out.. blagh.. I've been cleaning all day. I gave Spica a bath... cleaned the bathroom... dusted my room and my fan... groomed Spica and Cozette.. and all of that was very tiresome. My back and shoulders are killing me. We have my new curtains up and the border around the top of my room is complete. It looks gorgeous.

I went to the Psychologist today. It was the way it usually is. He makes me smile and he gives lots of good ideas. I have two worksheets to work on for when I see him in two weeks.

Pray for me... next week I go off to counsel 11 and 12 year olds at a Youth Camp. O_O

Te Amo Patrick
Love and Peacea
Destinie

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[22 Jun 2004|08:17pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Today is Patrick and I's Two Year Dating Anniversary. I am so glad that we have made it this far. I love him with all my heart. I can't wait to see him when he comes back from Texas. Just a little over 2 more weeks... *sigh*

Te Amo Patrick
Love and Peacea
Destinie

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[22 Jun 2004|10:15am]
[ mood | sick ]

I feel like shit...

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[22 Jun 2004|10:12am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Here's the pictures....

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[18 Jun 2004|11:17pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Okay! Who's up for grabs!? I need someone to make me a background for my journal and an icon to go with it. Who wants to do it? I already have the images I want to use. ^_^

Te Amo Patrick
Love and Peacea
Destinie

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Boooorrrrriiiiinnngggg [18 Jun 2004|10:48pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Another uneventful day in the life of Destinie Bodin. =P I played games all day. Listened to mom screaming as dad fell backwards out of the pool... then we all laughed. Uhm... played games... we went and ate at Cavenaugh's cause mom didn't feel like cooking.

Sorry Ren about earlier... our power went out... -_- stupid gremlins

Uhm... and here's what happens when Destinie gets bored...

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